Thursday, March 31, 2005

that bobby jon is smarter than he sounds.

thank god that bobby jon voted off ibrehem. he was worthless and dumb. why didn't he band together with stephanie and vote off bobby jon? she needs to learn some persuading skillz. i hope that gay guy gets voted off of the other team next. i don't like him.

i lost the bet with myself that shaivo would die on sunday. shiiiiiit.

tomorrow at work we are having the 2nd annual edogalog. that is where we quit working at 330 and celebrate the red sox with hot dogs, beer, peanuts and cracker jacks, prizes, red sox apparel, a red sox dvd. the works. i think it'll be fun.

luanne is still sick, she's been sick all week, and will prob still be sick next week. i have NO IDEA what its like to be that sick. i don't even remember the last time i was so sick i had to stay in bed all day (aside from hangovers). i wonder if that has even happened to me, ever. in fact i have so little experience with sickness that i don't know how to react around sick people. i am realizing that i am not really a compassionate person. or i have a really hard time accessing that part of my personality. when i have kids i hope, for their sake, that they are not ill often. or i hope that their father is compassionate enough for the both of us...

i am watching csi as i do this, watching burn victims/stories makes me ill. and of course csi is so graphic.... ugh...

i am almost done with the 2nd part of my book. its getting better, but when i went to burn the 3rd part, i realized that its going to take 6 cds. the first and second parts are already 10 cds... jesus this is a long book, so glad i'm not reading it. =)

there might be a critique this sunday, i am really excited about that, i don't really have anything that i am working on, but i hope to go and meet some of the other members, and maybe get some inspiration to do something. i've been kind of thinking of ideas. i should sketch them out in my sketchbook so i don't forget them.