tired..

the decordova is the coolest museum i've been to in MA, i'm kind of sad that i just found it now. :) i highly encourage everyone to go visit it! and in the month of may if you have a bank of america bank card or credit card you can go for free.




this was one of my favorite...


too bad this spectcular bird was $36. :(

here are the rest of the decordova pics.

i just watched 3 episodes of six feet under. i knew nate was dying this season, but i thought it would be at the end of the season. i think i have a whole 'nother disk after this one.. i just cried for 1.5 hours straight, 4 tissues worth. crying that much tells me it wasn't just the tv show..

yesterday was lk's last day of work. i'm kind of thinking that since we won't be working together anymore that i might go days and days without seeing her.. (i am cry) i also have a feeling that the next three weeks are going to FLY by..

maybe its because i've been crying and i'm in a depressed kind of mood, but it's starting to hit me that i am leaving. i'm leaving, and there is a good chance that i might not see a whole lot of people ever again.

monday night is girl dinner. i am making stuffed cabbage rolls and baked tomatoes.

last night after pep's party JN and i went to taco bell. i knew that it wasn't the best idea i've ever had, but we were hungry. so naturally, i ordered the spicy chicken burrito. as i was eating it my nose was running it was so spicy, and it was 130AM. i expected to be sleeping upright on the couch all night... well, thanks to the little purple pill, absolutely no repercussions... i am so infatuated with prilosec.



tomorrow is SOS. jk and i are going. i'm looking forward to it. :) i hope this wave of sadness passes, i don't want to be breaking down in public.

i heard this quote today and i like it...

how does anyone get over anything?
by remembering love...slowly you fall back in love with whatever really mattered to you.
and maybe you find a way to make sense of what you lost.